Tuesday, May 18, 2010

with regard to yesterday's post

i'm going to go with my new favorite singer-songwriter
joe pug on this one:


come lately Diana
and quit what's got you down
steal from the tallest cabinet
and make your favorite sound
and when there's too much to get rid of
and you get rid of me
speak plainly to me diana
there's nothing you must be

speak plainly diana, messenger

Monday, May 17, 2010

vent.

i don't know who you think you are.
to say what you did to mess me up so.

something small and insignificant
creeps out of my subconscious yet again

of course it was my choice to make of it what i did
but you...

vanity
deceit
self absorption
ignorance

you helped plant that nasty seed

i looked in the mirror today
and saw a creature created by a living God
not tied down to social expectations
and cultural lies

let's work our way to settle this.
let's tread the path that leads to
peace.

how and why did your opinion matter?
you were such a silly little boy

Sunday, May 16, 2010

home... finally

while i was definitely ready for a vacation, i am verrrry happy to be home.

we had a great time in chicago. the josh ritter concert, of course, was magical. even better than the first, which is hard to believe. the only thing i didn't like... tim and i sat in the balcony, which meant we had a phenomenal view, but also meant that we had to sit for the whole show. at the end, josh got a standing ovation, of course, and came back out with joe pug to do two more songs. some old guy in the back yelled, "down in front" and tim and i were thinking, "seriously? you couldn't stand for two songs??" so next time we know to stick with the floor!

i believe we found a great place to live. tanglewood apartments in arlington heights. i'll have to do a starbucks search in the area to see where some possible options for my transfer are going to be. to us, they were safer than many we looked at, the inside was modern, i like the laundry room (it's in a huge public building made of glass as opposed to being in some dark hallway in a room with no window on the door so you have no idea who will be meeting you on the other side), a few pools (indoor & outdoor.. i gotta get a bathing suit!), a small fitness center. it wasn't perfect, but it was quaint. we also could live there for $800 a month including our utilities. we'd pay $22 for water, trash, and something else (can't remember right now...) and we're paying like $90 for that now. it was all around the best option. it also seems that we could move in whenever we need to, which we couldn't in many buildings because we would have to be in the pet buildings and those are oftentimes full. it's a large complex with several buildings. the only drawback is it's about 30 minutes away from campus, but tim is willing to deal with that for the first year to save money by living in this place. it is a little small as far as the living room goes, so we've decided not to get the LACK coffee table. if anything, we will just get another ottoman or go without to open up the area a little bit.

i DID get my lack end table, though. only cost us $8.99 and lacey offered to get it for us as a gift. once we move there, we will be purchasing a mattress, tv stand, duvet, and beautiful duvet cover. i don't think i realized how much tim and i just sort of did without until this weekend. we are so blessed, don't get me wrong. but to stay out of debt, we've slept on a mattress that's not great and just sits on the floor without a bed, hated a tv stand that didn't match our furniture, shared multiple single blankets instead of having a big new one to share. i'm not complaining. i'm proud of us. i feel like i have learned the art of delayed gratification. :) i'm not perfect, but getting better!

well i'm going to start getting ready to go visit my in laws! alicia is home and tim's papaw and aunt will be over for lunch! enjoy your sunday!

Thursday, May 13, 2010

ta ta for now...

i am chicago bound!

in two hours tim and i will head out to drop nash off with my mom and dad in law and we will be headed to mitch & kristen's house. we will spend the weekend going to ikea, seeing josh ritter, apartment hunting, and eating lots of food. i'm a bit sad to miss oprah today (the twilight kids will all be on today...) but also excited to spend time in what will be my future hood. :)

enjoy your weekend!

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

page 201.

this sort of took my breath away...

Doubt thou that the stars are fire;

Doubt thou that the sun doth move;

Doubt truth to be a liar;

But never doubt that I love.

William Shakespeare,
Hamlet

a best and worst...

one thing that i cannot break myself from is looking at the crazy fashion & style of the rich & famous. my sister and i especially love the oscars, and come up with our own very juvenile list of the best & worst dressed. before i went on vacation, i looked through pictures of the gowns donned at the Met Costume Institute Gala on people.com. i came home to a million dresses on my desktop and i will get rid of them now and share my little best & worst list.

the best:

anne hathaway in Valentino (my personal favorite; she looks like an angel)

mila kunis in Vera Wang

sienna miller in Emilio Pucci

blake lively in Marchesa

emma watson in Burberry
(this girls always looks SO good. there were a few dresses i think i liked better than hers, but she just wears it so well.


the worst:
*sorry ladies*

january jones in Yves Saint Laurent

elizabeth banks in Gucci

rosario dawson in Giambattista Valli

chloe sevigny in Proenza Schouler

katy perry in CuteCircuit
unfortunately, katy inspired this list. who wears a light up dress to an event like this? i actually grimaced when i first laid eyes on it :/

all photos courtesy of people.com
and yes, you would be correct:
i have too much time on my hands!
:)

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

my sister's keeper.


There are always sides. There is always a winner, and a loser. For every person who gets, there's someone who must give.

page 58, My Sister's Keeper